| You Are a Sensitive Kisser |
 For you, kissing is a way to connect And you need lot of care, attention, and privacy It may take you a while to kiss someone... But when you do, it's total fireworks |
Monday, November 5, 2007
What's Your Kissing Style?
What is your heart feeling
| Your Heart is Feeling Shy |
 Your heart certainly has some strong feelings, you're just not sure if you're ready to let them show. You could be someone's secret admirer, or maybe you just haven't truly expressed how deep your feelings run. Maybe you're still a little unsure about how you feel... or your unsure about what reaction you'll get. Deep down, your heart is susceptible to: Clamming up and running away from love Your current outlook on love: Introspective and a bit detached Your love life will improve if you: Put yourself out there a little more. If you don't try, you'll never know. Watch out for: Having a one sided romance - you need to be sure you're feelings are reciprocated |
Apa adanya
hehe..arini bos takde bley la relax jap. dunno apa nak entry arini, blur la plak..mmm..apa2 yang saya rasa nak entry je lah..
Semalam saya bersama rakan2 kumpulan koir performed 8 Dewan Masyarakat Pa'Musa, Beaufort sempena open house Aidilfitri gabungan 2 daerah..ramai jugalah terutama golongan kanak2. majlis sepatutnya bermula kul 8.00 pagi. oleh kerana YB punya pasal nak ditunggu maka majlis mula kira2 kul 9.30 pagi..bayangkan dengan ucapan dan majlis pembukaan,punyalah lama..perut berbunyi hebat sbab blum sarapan lagi..huh. makan2 time kul 11 pagi..bla bla bla punya acara sampai kul 1.25 ptg..
sampai rumah kira2 kul 2.30 ptg then i tidur. kapla manyak sakitlah..kul 4 bangun tgk jam sambung tidur lagi (ni kali makan ubat demam). kul 7 malam bangun, mandi pastu tgk tv..kira2 kul 9 malam member call nak ajak g karaoke..mmm..saya tak nak join disebabkan saya demam dan suara pun hampir hilang tone..hehe..hampir kul 12 tgh malam i masuk tidur...
harini? mcm biasa buat kerja rutin.. walaupun bos takde, kerja tetap banyak..oh ya, minggu ni kami diarahkan utk pindah ofis selepas ofis baru siap renovation. Malas btul lah nak packing barang2 ni bukannya sikit, berkotak2 pastu kena susun balik lagi kat ofis baru..issskk..kerja2 ofis lagi nak disiapkan cepat..adui!
malam ni tatau nak watpe..mmm...tunggu dan lihat je lah..
Semalam saya bersama rakan2 kumpulan koir performed 8 Dewan Masyarakat Pa'Musa, Beaufort sempena open house Aidilfitri gabungan 2 daerah..ramai jugalah terutama golongan kanak2. majlis sepatutnya bermula kul 8.00 pagi. oleh kerana YB punya pasal nak ditunggu maka majlis mula kira2 kul 9.30 pagi..bayangkan dengan ucapan dan majlis pembukaan,punyalah lama..perut berbunyi hebat sbab blum sarapan lagi..huh. makan2 time kul 11 pagi..bla bla bla punya acara sampai kul 1.25 ptg..
sampai rumah kira2 kul 2.30 ptg then i tidur. kapla manyak sakitlah..kul 4 bangun tgk jam sambung tidur lagi (ni kali makan ubat demam). kul 7 malam bangun, mandi pastu tgk tv..kira2 kul 9 malam member call nak ajak g karaoke..mmm..saya tak nak join disebabkan saya demam dan suara pun hampir hilang tone..hehe..hampir kul 12 tgh malam i masuk tidur...
harini? mcm biasa buat kerja rutin.. walaupun bos takde, kerja tetap banyak..oh ya, minggu ni kami diarahkan utk pindah ofis selepas ofis baru siap renovation. Malas btul lah nak packing barang2 ni bukannya sikit, berkotak2 pastu kena susun balik lagi kat ofis baru..issskk..kerja2 ofis lagi nak disiapkan cepat..adui!
malam ni tatau nak watpe..mmm...tunggu dan lihat je lah..
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
Bosan Banget Ni!
aku bosan bosan bosan sesangat arini..entah nape arini moody sgt. Aku bukannya puasa pun, tapi..
aargh!..mungkin aku rindu padanya..mungkin aku rasa sepi di sini..tiada teman yang kupercayai untuk kuluahkan segala kekalutan dalam diri ini. bingung aku jadinya, bingung dengan perasaan aku sendiri.ingin ku hindari perasaan itu jauh dariku, semakin perit pula kurasa. how can i let her go?ahh!selalu dia dalam igauku sampai angau aku jadinya. Sampai bila aku harus mengalami situasi ini? walaupun aku sudah sedaya upaya menyibukkan diri, tapi dalam lenaku, aku rindukan dia. malamku kurasa sepi tanpanya..kenapa dia yang kurindu?kenapa?kenapa? ahh!kalau lah perasaan itu boleh disentuh, ingin aku membuangnya jauh dariku..Rasanya aku sangat bodoh. Bodoh melayan perasaan itu...
hanya doa dan harapan kupanjatkan pada-Nya moga dia sihat, gembira dan menikmati ibadah puasanya dengan sempurna...amin..
aargh!..mungkin aku rindu padanya..mungkin aku rasa sepi di sini..tiada teman yang kupercayai untuk kuluahkan segala kekalutan dalam diri ini. bingung aku jadinya, bingung dengan perasaan aku sendiri.ingin ku hindari perasaan itu jauh dariku, semakin perit pula kurasa. how can i let her go?ahh!selalu dia dalam igauku sampai angau aku jadinya. Sampai bila aku harus mengalami situasi ini? walaupun aku sudah sedaya upaya menyibukkan diri, tapi dalam lenaku, aku rindukan dia. malamku kurasa sepi tanpanya..kenapa dia yang kurindu?kenapa?kenapa? ahh!kalau lah perasaan itu boleh disentuh, ingin aku membuangnya jauh dariku..Rasanya aku sangat bodoh. Bodoh melayan perasaan itu...
hanya doa dan harapan kupanjatkan pada-Nya moga dia sihat, gembira dan menikmati ibadah puasanya dengan sempurna...amin..
Saturday, September 8, 2007
Love Style?
| Your Love Style is Agape |
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Wednesday, September 5, 2007
SURGA CINTA
SURGA CINTA - ANTIQUE
AKU JATUH CINTA PADAMU
SEJAK PERTAMA BERTEMU
KU JATUH CINTA PADAMU....
DALAM HATI INI
ADA NAMAMU
YANG TERUKIR JELAS
DI DASAR HATIKU
JELITA WAJAHMU
KU INGAT S'LALU
KAU BAGAIKAN SURGA CINTA
DI HATIKU
Tuesday, September 4, 2007
waduh!
baru hari ni aku free sket..beberapa bulan ni, sejak tukar management tmpt keja aku, sibuk memanjang je. dah lah bz kat ofis, bz kat luar lagi, bz ngan family lagi..aahh! mcm2 lah.
Someone I know...
Rindu benar aku dengannya. Harap dia ceria hari ini.
Diri ini..
Boring. aku nak tukar keja lah. Aaargh! Tension banget ni. Tolongin aku!
My dear sister,
Maafkan kak kerana tiada d sisimu tika kau dalam kesusahan. Akak sedih sangat tau. Kak tau ni pun setelah adik pergi. I know how broke ur heart. Harap adik dan anakmu sihat. Kak doakan adik bahagia di samping suami. Kak bersyukur kerana adik ipar kak tu baik orangnya. Ketahuilah dik, air dicincang takkan putus. U know how much i love u kan?begitu juga dengan adik-beradik yang lain. Miss u so much..apa khabar anak buah akak tu ya?
Someone I know...
Rindu benar aku dengannya. Harap dia ceria hari ini.
Diri ini..
Boring. aku nak tukar keja lah. Aaargh! Tension banget ni. Tolongin aku!
My dear sister,
Maafkan kak kerana tiada d sisimu tika kau dalam kesusahan. Akak sedih sangat tau. Kak tau ni pun setelah adik pergi. I know how broke ur heart. Harap adik dan anakmu sihat. Kak doakan adik bahagia di samping suami. Kak bersyukur kerana adik ipar kak tu baik orangnya. Ketahuilah dik, air dicincang takkan putus. U know how much i love u kan?begitu juga dengan adik-beradik yang lain. Miss u so much..apa khabar anak buah akak tu ya?
Jadikan Aku Yang Kedua - Astri
Jika biar m'cintaimu,
Melebihi cintaku padamu,
Aku pasti rela untuk melepasmu,
Walau kutahu kukan terluka,
Jikalau semua berbeda,
Kau bukanlah orang yang kupuja,
Tetapi hatiku telah memilihmu,
Walau kau tak mungkin tinggalkannya
c/o
Jadikan aku yang kedua,
Buatlah diriku bahagia,
Walaupun kau takkan pernah,
Kumiliki selamanya..
ta..ta..ra..
Melebihi cintaku padamu,
Aku pasti rela untuk melepasmu,
Walau kutahu kukan terluka,
Jikalau semua berbeda,
Kau bukanlah orang yang kupuja,
Tetapi hatiku telah memilihmu,
Walau kau tak mungkin tinggalkannya
c/o
Jadikan aku yang kedua,
Buatlah diriku bahagia,
Walaupun kau takkan pernah,
Kumiliki selamanya..
ta..ta..ra..
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
just translation?
hahaha..lucu benar baca surat ni. one of my fren bagi surat lawak. apalagi aku yang tengah tension ngan keja masa tu, tergelak baca surat putus cinta tu..nak tau apa bunyinya? hehe
Break up Letter (Malay style..)
Tijah ingin memutuskan perhubungan dengan boyfriend MAT SALLEHnya.. Dia tidak sanggup bertemu mua, lalu dia pun mengutus surat.. surat tu macam ni bunyinya:
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Hi, my motive write this letter is to give know you something. I WANT TO CUT CONNECTION US. I have think about this very cook cook. I know I clap one hand only. Correctly, I have seen you and she together at town with eyes myself. You always ask for apology back back. I don’t trust you again!! You are really crocodile land. My friend speak you play wood three.. now I know you correct correct play wood three. So, I break connection to pull my body from this triangle. I know this result I pick is very correct, because you love she very high from me. So, I break off to go far from here. I don’t want you to play play with my liver. I have been crying until no more eye water about you. I don’t want banana to fruit two times…safe walk..
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lawak gila lah ayat c Tijah ni..hahaha
Break up Letter (Malay style..)
Tijah ingin memutuskan perhubungan dengan boyfriend MAT SALLEHnya.. Dia tidak sanggup bertemu mua, lalu dia pun mengutus surat.. surat tu macam ni bunyinya:
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Hi, my motive write this letter is to give know you something. I WANT TO CUT CONNECTION US. I have think about this very cook cook. I know I clap one hand only. Correctly, I have seen you and she together at town with eyes myself. You always ask for apology back back. I don’t trust you again!! You are really crocodile land. My friend speak you play wood three.. now I know you correct correct play wood three. So, I break connection to pull my body from this triangle. I know this result I pick is very correct, because you love she very high from me. So, I break off to go far from here. I don’t want you to play play with my liver. I have been crying until no more eye water about you. I don’t want banana to fruit two times…safe walk..
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lawak gila lah ayat c Tijah ni..hahaha
Mengapa Wanita Menangis?
Why Women Cry.………
A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?"
"Because I'm a woman, "she told him.
"I don't understand," he said.
His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will."
Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does
mother seem to cry for no reason?"
"All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?"
God said: "When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining.
I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all circumstances, even when her child has hurt her very badly. I gave her strength to carry her husband through his faults and fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart. I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife, but sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly. And finally, I gave her a tear to shed. This is hers exclusively to use whenever it is needed."
"You see my son," said God, "the beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure what she carries, or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart - the place where love resides."
Uuuhhh..what compliments God gives us….
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
THE BEST E-MAIL OF THE YEAR
ini satu kisah yang saya suka. sudah lama lah beberapa tahun lalu. nak tau apa ceritanya? Jom..
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A man was sick and tired of going to work every day while his wife stayed home. He wanted her to see what he went through so he prayed:
"Dear Lor, I go to work every day and put in 8 hours while my wife merely stays at home. I want her to know what I go through, so please allow her body to switch with mine for a day. Amen.”
God, in his infinite wisdom, granted the man's wish. The next morning, sure enough, the man awoke as a woman. He arose, cooked breakfast for his mate,
awakened the kids,
set out their school clothes,
fed them breakfast,
packed their lunches,
drove them to school, and stopped at the bank to make a deposit.
Then he went grocery shopping, drove home to put away the groceries.
Paid the bills and balanced the checkbook.
Then it was already 1 P.M. and he hurried to make the beds, do the laundry, vacuum, dust, and sweep and mop the kitchen floor. Drove to the school to pick up the kids and got into an argument with them on the way home.
Set out milk and cookies and got the kids organized to do their homework.
Then set up the ironing board and watched TV while he did the ironing.
At 4:30 he began peeling potatoes and washing vegetables for salad,
breaded the chops and snapped fresh beans for dinner.
After dinner, he cleaned the kitchen,
ran the dishwasher,
folded laundry,
bathed the kids,
and put them to bed.
At 9 P.M. he was exhausted and, though his daily chores weren't finished, he went to bed where he was expected to make love, which he managed to get through without complaint.
The next morning, he awoke and immediately knelt by the bed and said,
"Lord, I don't know what I was thinking. I was so wrong to envy my wife's being able to stay home all day. Please, oh please, let us trade back."
The Lord, in his infinite wisdom, replied, "My son, I feel you have learned your lesson and I will be happy to change things back to the way they were. You'll just have to wait nine months, though. You got pregnant last night."
(PADAN MUKANYEEE......)
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A man was sick and tired of going to work every day while his wife stayed home. He wanted her to see what he went through so he prayed:
"Dear Lor, I go to work every day and put in 8 hours while my wife merely stays at home. I want her to know what I go through, so please allow her body to switch with mine for a day. Amen.”
God, in his infinite wisdom, granted the man's wish. The next morning, sure enough, the man awoke as a woman. He arose, cooked breakfast for his mate,
awakened the kids,
set out their school clothes,
fed them breakfast,
packed their lunches,
drove them to school, and stopped at the bank to make a deposit.
Then he went grocery shopping, drove home to put away the groceries.
Paid the bills and balanced the checkbook.
Then it was already 1 P.M. and he hurried to make the beds, do the laundry, vacuum, dust, and sweep and mop the kitchen floor. Drove to the school to pick up the kids and got into an argument with them on the way home.
Set out milk and cookies and got the kids organized to do their homework.
Then set up the ironing board and watched TV while he did the ironing.
At 4:30 he began peeling potatoes and washing vegetables for salad,
breaded the chops and snapped fresh beans for dinner.
After dinner, he cleaned the kitchen,
ran the dishwasher,
folded laundry,
bathed the kids,
and put them to bed.
At 9 P.M. he was exhausted and, though his daily chores weren't finished, he went to bed where he was expected to make love, which he managed to get through without complaint.
The next morning, he awoke and immediately knelt by the bed and said,
"Lord, I don't know what I was thinking. I was so wrong to envy my wife's being able to stay home all day. Please, oh please, let us trade back."
The Lord, in his infinite wisdom, replied, "My son, I feel you have learned your lesson and I will be happy to change things back to the way they were. You'll just have to wait nine months, though. You got pregnant last night."
(PADAN MUKANYEEE......)
Monday, July 16, 2007
ERTI PERSAHABATAN
Erti persahabatan tak pernah lupus dalam jiwa, meskipun nilai-nilainya pudar dibawa arus masa. Dalam dunia ini, kita tidak punya sesiapa kecuali diri sendiri...tetapi dalam kita bersendiri, kita beruntung kerana mempunyai seorang sahabat yang memahami kita. Sebagaimana kita mengharapkan keikhlasan dan kejujuran seorang sahabat, begitu juga dia.
Tetapi kita sering terlupa akan hal itu. Kita cuma mengambil kira tentang harapan dan perasaan kita. Kita rasa dikhianati bila dia tidak menepati janjinya. Kita tidak memberi dia peluang untuk menerangkan keadaannya. Bagi kita, itu alasannya untuk menutup kesilapan dan membela diri. Kita terlupa, kita juga pernah membiarkan dia ternanti-nanti...kerana kita juga ada janji yang tidak ditepati. Kita beri beribu alasan, 'memaksa' dia menerima alasan kita.
Waktu itu, terfikirkah kita tentang perasaannya? Seperti, dia juga tahu rasa kecewa...tetapi kita sering terlupa. Untungnya mempunyai seorang kawan yang sentiasa di sisi kita pada waktu kita memerlukan dia. Dia mendengar luahan perasaan kita, segala rasa kecewa dan ketakutan, harapan dan impian kita luahkan, dia memberi jalan sebagai laluan penyelesaian masalah. Ikhlaskah kita mendengar tentang kejayaan dan berita gembiranya? Mampukah kita menjadi sumber kekuatannya seperti mana dia meniup semangat setiap kali kita merasa kecewa dan menyerah kalah? Dapatkah kita yakinkan dia bahawa kita boleh dipercayai, kita boleh dijadikan tempat untuk bersandar bila terasa lemah, agar tidak rebah? Bolehkah kita menjadi bahu untuk dia sandarkan harapan? Sesekali jadilah kawan yang mendengar dari yang hanya bercerita.
Ambillah masa untuk memahami hati dan perasaan sahabat kita, kerana dia juga seorang manusia, dia juga ada rasa takut, ada rasa...bimbang, sedih dan kecewa. Dia juga ada kelemahan dan dia juga perlukan kawan sebagai kekuatan. Jadilah kita kawannya itu. Kita selalu melihat dia ketawa, tetapi mungkin sebenarnya dia tidak setabah yang kita sangka. Di sebalik senyumannya itu, mungkin banyak cerita sedih yang ingin diluahkan, di sebalik ketenangannya, mungkin tersimpan seribu kekalutan...kita tidak tahu...tetapi jika kita cuba jadi sahabat seperti dia, mungkin kita akan tahu. Jika anda bersahabat, bersiaplah untuk berkorban demi sahabat anda.
Jika anda bermusuhan dengan sahabat anda, bersiaplah untuk mengalah demi persahabatan kalian. Rasa hormat tidak selalu membawa kepada persahabatan, tetapi persahabatan tidak akan ada tanpa rasa hormat. Ini merupakan salah satu hal yg membuatkan sesuatu persahabatan itu lebih berharga daripada cinta.
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Kebahagiaan terletak kepada mereka yang menangis, mereka yang terluka, mereka yang telah mencari dan mereka yang telah mencuba. Hanya mereka yang boleh menghargai kepentingan manusia yang telah menyentuh hidup mereka.
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
ZODIAK TURN ON & OFF
Ini aku dapat dari laman web 3 tahun yg lalu.. me Scorpion..hehe
CAPRICORN (21 DEC – 19 JAN)
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Capricorn are strong and dependable hence if you want to put your money on anyone it is of course this zodiac sign no matter how many difficulties (that incidentally are many) The goat has to undertake to achieve the goals. They are practical and conservative in their outlook and they expect you to blend in their color. They set certain standards for themselves in their life and they will always try to maintain those standards. For them social status and image is very important in life.
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Do not expect a Capricorn mate to open their heart and pour everything to you. They are very secretive and reserved people. They are very thorough in all their affairs and hate any kind of sloppiness. Capricorn is very tightfisted and economical. Do not expect lavish gifts from them and if they do give you any gift (that is very rare) it will have some practical use (no romance please) but that does not mean you will be deprived of anything on the contrary you will be well provided.
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AQUARIUS (20 Jan – 18 Feb)
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Aquarius are friendly and fascinating people. They have in-depth knowledge about various subjects and you can converse with them for hours without getting bored. They are capable of giving a lot of love that can be amazing. They have very broad outlook about life and you can relax in their presence. They will always welcome your ideas and action about humanitarian causes. To keep an Aquarians lover interested you must possess that mysterious and intriguing quality. Once hooked they will always be very faithful to you.
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Do not expect or plan a normal, simple and predictable life with an Aquarius partner. Aquarius people are totally unpredictable. They can go to any direction without giving any advance notice. They are basically very restless and get very easily bored. Though they are very friendly but do not expect them to reveal their inner most feelings to you (they will never). They can be very detached and impersonal that you may find very strange. Do not be surprised by
this unpredictable quality that may crop up often.
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PISCES (19 FEB – 20 MARCH)
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Pisces are very sensitive and charming people. If you are looking for someone who is understanding and can understand your feelings then you have met the right person. You should appreciate their feelings too and in the time when you need them they will help you. Pisces have keenly developed sixth sense and have great intuitive powers. Their hunches may usually be on the mark. But they can exhaust their physical and mental energies. They are born dreamers and you can build palaces with your dream lover (only in real life it may become a little difficult preposition).
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Pisces are dreamers and you should not expect them to have worldly ambition. They are not materialistic in nature. It is not that they like living below the poverty line but they have no earnest desire to accumulate wealth. They are very sensitive and you have to be always careful about their feelings. The fishes are capable of drowning you in their tears (even men born under this sign). Pisces people are very intuitive but do not depend on them to make decision on important matters.
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ARIES (21 MARCH – 20 APRIL)
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Aries are naturally active and vibrant people and they have affinity for such people too. You will have to increase your pace to be in step with them. Remember they leave tortoises and snails way behind without even glancing at them once. They like and appreciate frank and straightforward person. With them you can be your true self that is no pretenses (but don’t try your luck being over frank-they are volatile). If you are in love with Ram then you have to show your enthusiasm in all there activities (you can always yawn later!).
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Do not tell an Aries that s/he may be wrong lest you may stir a storm in a teacup. But instead do what you feel is right and of course do not take the credit for the work done well. Aries people are very faithful and passionate lovers. Do not give air to the smoldering fire within them by making them jealous. No flirtation or fooling around with others in their presence unless of course you wish to write your death wish (you will be granted!).
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TAURUS (21 APRIL – 20 MAY)
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Stability and dependability characterize Taurus. They like people who can blend and grow with them. If you have a Taurus partner you should appreciate all things bright and beautiful. They have an inherent artistic sense and are fond of color and music. Judge the life with them from purely materialistic point of view. Enjoy everything luxurious that money can provide. Enjoy good food (better if you can cook to please them) and good drinks with them.
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Taurus is very slow to anger (in fact you may spend the whole life with them and still no spark), but you should not push your luck too much. Being unreasonable or aggressive with them may get you into trouble. Do not press him into a corner and if you do be prepared for a violent rage. Taurus is capable of violent outbursts though this is on very rare occasion. If you have a roving eye forget it because Taurus have can take the cake when it comes to being possessive. They can be suffocating when being possessive about you.
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GEMINI (21 MAY – 20 JUNE)
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Gemini is a highly intellectual and versatile person. If you have a Gemini partner you have to match your wits with his wits to keep the zing in the relation. They want to be mentally stimulated so you have to be good in conversing. Your sense of humor will get you a permanent residence place in the heart of a Gemini. Be more communicative with them and if you are good in this then you will never know how hours pass by with you holding each other’s hand.
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Gemini’s like to do many things at the same time so if unfortunately you
are the types who is looking for stability you may get disappointed. Do not hold back a Gemini or you may lose him, as they are restless and need change in life constantly. You should try to adopt yourself with the ever-changing Gemini. Orthodox or conservative old fashion ideas are no-no in their dictionary. Change with the ever-changing Gemini and do not flow against the current.
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CANCER (21 JUNE – 20 JULY)
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Try to adapt yourself with the changing moods of the Cancer. At one moment they may be laughing and enjoying and in another moment they may cry or sulk. You may have to adjust with the moody and sensitive Cancer. They are like the tides in the ocean always fluctuating. Cancer people love food so if you know how to cook and can be poetic and romantic (added Bonus) then you know the way to their heart.
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Cancerians are very sensitive people and can get easily hurt. So do not play with their emotion and sentiments. They are like tides that can take you with it. They form emotional bonds with even inanimate things too so do not ask them to discard old caps or souvenirs these things hold special meaning to them. You have to realize that the crabs have soft heart and are vulnerable. Do not contradict their tested line of thought and action it would only lead to confusion.
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LEO (21 JULY – 21 AUG)
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If you have Leo partner respect him and his majestic manners. Accept the advice of Leo, the lion, as he is the king of the jungle. It is the sign of a showman so if your partner does everything in grand style enjoy it. Do lavish Leo’s frequently with compliments and see them purr like a cat. They fall easily for flattery and want to be center of attraction of all eyes (sometimes they can be quiet theatrical too).
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Never ever hurt the ego of a Leo. Pride, ego and vanity are some of the bags all Leo’s always carry with them. Do not touch these bags. An authoritative Leo is even more difficult to handle in such circumstances. Leo is a sunny sign so they do not like people who are gloomy or depressed. Even if you are crying at heart keep a sunny smile on your lips and then let lion take the charge and remove all worries from your life.
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VIRGO (22 AUG – 22 SEPT)
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Virgo’s are very methodical and have great sense of duty but are blind to their own faults. So if you have a Virgo partner, emphasize more on their qualities (as it is they are not going to accept). Take keen interest in what they are doing and you will realize that they will go out of their way to help you. Do rely and appreciate their mental powers than physical powers. They can turn even an unsuccessful venture into a success.
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Do not pushes a Virgo into limelight or on the center stage unless of course they do so on there own. They are shy and reserved by nature and do not like to be cynosure of all eyes. Virgo’s have a secrets that virtuous as they are would not like to come out in open so even if you have the key to their secret skeleton closet hide it do not admit even that you know anything about it. Virgo, the virgins, does not want to tarnish their public image.
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LIBRA (23 SEPT – 22 OCT)
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Libra needs peace and harmony in all their relationship so help them maintain that. Venus the ruling planet gives them beauty and they have weakness for people who can compliment them about their beauty (you will not have to make an effort to do that anyway). You can help Libra seek union and partnership in life. If you have a Libra partner you can be sure to share beautiful and pleasurable moments together.
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Libra is kind and gentle soul but very argumentative. Hence do not start an argument or discussion unless of course you are free and do not know how to pass your time. They hate to lose and most probably in between of discussion they may change their side too (remember scales can tilt) and still continue arguing from other side. Do not push your Libra partner into making decision. They will keep weighing pros and con and may still not be able to come to any decision. Have patience!
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SCORPIO (23 OCT – 22 NOV)
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Scorpio’s are full of passion and zest or life. They have tremendous drive that can involve you too. Tune in to their wavelength and you can enjoy the harmony and music in life with them. Scorpio’s are loyal and never forget a kind deed done by you. If you want to enjoy life with your Scorpio lover share their passion and intensity and you will be fascinated by how beautiful life can be with them.
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Scorpio’s are very passionate and intense but they are also fiercely possessive and would like to possess your mind, body and soul. Do not let seeds of jealousy grow in them because then you may have to suffer agonies of jealousy and discontentment in life. Scorpio’s have explosive tempers, be careful how you handle them. They never let anyone know what is going on in their mind till they strike and you may be caught unawares. Do not flirt around in the presence of your Scorpio lover.
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SAGITTARIUS (23 NOV – 20 DEC)
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Sagittarius is basically a happy go lucky kind. You can enjoy with their zest and enthusiasm in life. They can bubble with excitement that can be tangible at times. And if you share same interests and hobbies then life can be great fun together. They are frank and straightforward so if you want some truthful opinion about anything or anyone goes to them. Be optimistic as they are and view life as glass half full.
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Sagittarius is fiercely independent and cannot tolerate restriction hence do not try to hold them back in life. Let them enjoy their freedom because if you hold any special place in their heart they will always come back for you. Do not feel irritated by the exaggeration in their speech. They may go on and on talking about certain things that may not even interest you but it is their way of trying to communicate with you. They are basically frank and outspoken (to the point of being rude) so do not feel offended by their talks.
CAPRICORN (21 DEC – 19 JAN)
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Capricorn are strong and dependable hence if you want to put your money on anyone it is of course this zodiac sign no matter how many difficulties (that incidentally are many) The goat has to undertake to achieve the goals. They are practical and conservative in their outlook and they expect you to blend in their color. They set certain standards for themselves in their life and they will always try to maintain those standards. For them social status and image is very important in life.
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Do not expect a Capricorn mate to open their heart and pour everything to you. They are very secretive and reserved people. They are very thorough in all their affairs and hate any kind of sloppiness. Capricorn is very tightfisted and economical. Do not expect lavish gifts from them and if they do give you any gift (that is very rare) it will have some practical use (no romance please) but that does not mean you will be deprived of anything on the contrary you will be well provided.
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AQUARIUS (20 Jan – 18 Feb)
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Aquarius are friendly and fascinating people. They have in-depth knowledge about various subjects and you can converse with them for hours without getting bored. They are capable of giving a lot of love that can be amazing. They have very broad outlook about life and you can relax in their presence. They will always welcome your ideas and action about humanitarian causes. To keep an Aquarians lover interested you must possess that mysterious and intriguing quality. Once hooked they will always be very faithful to you.
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Do not expect or plan a normal, simple and predictable life with an Aquarius partner. Aquarius people are totally unpredictable. They can go to any direction without giving any advance notice. They are basically very restless and get very easily bored. Though they are very friendly but do not expect them to reveal their inner most feelings to you (they will never). They can be very detached and impersonal that you may find very strange. Do not be surprised by
this unpredictable quality that may crop up often.
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PISCES (19 FEB – 20 MARCH)
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Pisces are very sensitive and charming people. If you are looking for someone who is understanding and can understand your feelings then you have met the right person. You should appreciate their feelings too and in the time when you need them they will help you. Pisces have keenly developed sixth sense and have great intuitive powers. Their hunches may usually be on the mark. But they can exhaust their physical and mental energies. They are born dreamers and you can build palaces with your dream lover (only in real life it may become a little difficult preposition).
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Pisces are dreamers and you should not expect them to have worldly ambition. They are not materialistic in nature. It is not that they like living below the poverty line but they have no earnest desire to accumulate wealth. They are very sensitive and you have to be always careful about their feelings. The fishes are capable of drowning you in their tears (even men born under this sign). Pisces people are very intuitive but do not depend on them to make decision on important matters.
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ARIES (21 MARCH – 20 APRIL)
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Aries are naturally active and vibrant people and they have affinity for such people too. You will have to increase your pace to be in step with them. Remember they leave tortoises and snails way behind without even glancing at them once. They like and appreciate frank and straightforward person. With them you can be your true self that is no pretenses (but don’t try your luck being over frank-they are volatile). If you are in love with Ram then you have to show your enthusiasm in all there activities (you can always yawn later!).
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Do not tell an Aries that s/he may be wrong lest you may stir a storm in a teacup. But instead do what you feel is right and of course do not take the credit for the work done well. Aries people are very faithful and passionate lovers. Do not give air to the smoldering fire within them by making them jealous. No flirtation or fooling around with others in their presence unless of course you wish to write your death wish (you will be granted!).
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TAURUS (21 APRIL – 20 MAY)
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Stability and dependability characterize Taurus. They like people who can blend and grow with them. If you have a Taurus partner you should appreciate all things bright and beautiful. They have an inherent artistic sense and are fond of color and music. Judge the life with them from purely materialistic point of view. Enjoy everything luxurious that money can provide. Enjoy good food (better if you can cook to please them) and good drinks with them.
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Taurus is very slow to anger (in fact you may spend the whole life with them and still no spark), but you should not push your luck too much. Being unreasonable or aggressive with them may get you into trouble. Do not press him into a corner and if you do be prepared for a violent rage. Taurus is capable of violent outbursts though this is on very rare occasion. If you have a roving eye forget it because Taurus have can take the cake when it comes to being possessive. They can be suffocating when being possessive about you.
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GEMINI (21 MAY – 20 JUNE)
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Gemini is a highly intellectual and versatile person. If you have a Gemini partner you have to match your wits with his wits to keep the zing in the relation. They want to be mentally stimulated so you have to be good in conversing. Your sense of humor will get you a permanent residence place in the heart of a Gemini. Be more communicative with them and if you are good in this then you will never know how hours pass by with you holding each other’s hand.
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Gemini’s like to do many things at the same time so if unfortunately you
are the types who is looking for stability you may get disappointed. Do not hold back a Gemini or you may lose him, as they are restless and need change in life constantly. You should try to adopt yourself with the ever-changing Gemini. Orthodox or conservative old fashion ideas are no-no in their dictionary. Change with the ever-changing Gemini and do not flow against the current.
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CANCER (21 JUNE – 20 JULY)
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Try to adapt yourself with the changing moods of the Cancer. At one moment they may be laughing and enjoying and in another moment they may cry or sulk. You may have to adjust with the moody and sensitive Cancer. They are like the tides in the ocean always fluctuating. Cancer people love food so if you know how to cook and can be poetic and romantic (added Bonus) then you know the way to their heart.
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Cancerians are very sensitive people and can get easily hurt. So do not play with their emotion and sentiments. They are like tides that can take you with it. They form emotional bonds with even inanimate things too so do not ask them to discard old caps or souvenirs these things hold special meaning to them. You have to realize that the crabs have soft heart and are vulnerable. Do not contradict their tested line of thought and action it would only lead to confusion.
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LEO (21 JULY – 21 AUG)
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If you have Leo partner respect him and his majestic manners. Accept the advice of Leo, the lion, as he is the king of the jungle. It is the sign of a showman so if your partner does everything in grand style enjoy it. Do lavish Leo’s frequently with compliments and see them purr like a cat. They fall easily for flattery and want to be center of attraction of all eyes (sometimes they can be quiet theatrical too).
Turn off
Never ever hurt the ego of a Leo. Pride, ego and vanity are some of the bags all Leo’s always carry with them. Do not touch these bags. An authoritative Leo is even more difficult to handle in such circumstances. Leo is a sunny sign so they do not like people who are gloomy or depressed. Even if you are crying at heart keep a sunny smile on your lips and then let lion take the charge and remove all worries from your life.
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VIRGO (22 AUG – 22 SEPT)
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Virgo’s are very methodical and have great sense of duty but are blind to their own faults. So if you have a Virgo partner, emphasize more on their qualities (as it is they are not going to accept). Take keen interest in what they are doing and you will realize that they will go out of their way to help you. Do rely and appreciate their mental powers than physical powers. They can turn even an unsuccessful venture into a success.
Turn off
Do not pushes a Virgo into limelight or on the center stage unless of course they do so on there own. They are shy and reserved by nature and do not like to be cynosure of all eyes. Virgo’s have a secrets that virtuous as they are would not like to come out in open so even if you have the key to their secret skeleton closet hide it do not admit even that you know anything about it. Virgo, the virgins, does not want to tarnish their public image.
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LIBRA (23 SEPT – 22 OCT)
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Libra needs peace and harmony in all their relationship so help them maintain that. Venus the ruling planet gives them beauty and they have weakness for people who can compliment them about their beauty (you will not have to make an effort to do that anyway). You can help Libra seek union and partnership in life. If you have a Libra partner you can be sure to share beautiful and pleasurable moments together.
Turn off
Libra is kind and gentle soul but very argumentative. Hence do not start an argument or discussion unless of course you are free and do not know how to pass your time. They hate to lose and most probably in between of discussion they may change their side too (remember scales can tilt) and still continue arguing from other side. Do not push your Libra partner into making decision. They will keep weighing pros and con and may still not be able to come to any decision. Have patience!
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SCORPIO (23 OCT – 22 NOV)
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Scorpio’s are full of passion and zest or life. They have tremendous drive that can involve you too. Tune in to their wavelength and you can enjoy the harmony and music in life with them. Scorpio’s are loyal and never forget a kind deed done by you. If you want to enjoy life with your Scorpio lover share their passion and intensity and you will be fascinated by how beautiful life can be with them.
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Scorpio’s are very passionate and intense but they are also fiercely possessive and would like to possess your mind, body and soul. Do not let seeds of jealousy grow in them because then you may have to suffer agonies of jealousy and discontentment in life. Scorpio’s have explosive tempers, be careful how you handle them. They never let anyone know what is going on in their mind till they strike and you may be caught unawares. Do not flirt around in the presence of your Scorpio lover.
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SAGITTARIUS (23 NOV – 20 DEC)
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Sagittarius is basically a happy go lucky kind. You can enjoy with their zest and enthusiasm in life. They can bubble with excitement that can be tangible at times. And if you share same interests and hobbies then life can be great fun together. They are frank and straightforward so if you want some truthful opinion about anything or anyone goes to them. Be optimistic as they are and view life as glass half full.
Turn off
Sagittarius is fiercely independent and cannot tolerate restriction hence do not try to hold them back in life. Let them enjoy their freedom because if you hold any special place in their heart they will always come back for you. Do not feel irritated by the exaggeration in their speech. They may go on and on talking about certain things that may not even interest you but it is their way of trying to communicate with you. They are basically frank and outspoken (to the point of being rude) so do not feel offended by their talks.
Born
08 Julai 2007 (Ahad)
7.30 a.m – sedang diulit mimpi n tgh syok peluk bantal…tit tit ti..Bunyi tepon plak..mmm..sape plak ni.
“ello?” eh! Sms plak….”kak, maity masuk hospital arini.”
alamak apasal plak adik aku masuk hospital?
“ello ika”
“ ya kak?”
“napa maity?”
“mau beranak sudah”
“eik! Bukan hujung bulan ni ka?”
“ndak tau. Dia sakit2 perut sudah tu dari semalam. Kami tunggu saja ni”
“oh bah”
10.45 a.m – “ya kak”
“ camana sudah?”
“belum lagi tu, ok2 sudah c maity tu”
“oh ya ka? Mana mama? Kamu balik kg ka arini?”
“mama ja tunggu d sini, sya balik kg”
“ok, nanti kak p tengok dorang lepas sembahyang nanti”
12.00 noon - “da”
“napa mak?”
“ndak payah lah kamu p sini. Kalu c maity beranak sja lah kamu p sini. Belum apa2 lagi dia ni. Petang ni mama balik kg, besok pagi balik lagi sini”
wah! Aku bakal jadi makcik lah.. malamnya aku tak dapat tidur memikirkan bakal anak buah yang akan lahir...lelaki ke perempuan? Aku tak kisah asalkan my sis n her baby sihat.
09 Julai 07 (Isnin)
7.15 a.m – di tempat kerja
setiap jam aku bertanyakan khabar mengenai adik aku. Menurut mak aku, my sis belum ada tanda2 sakit nak bersalin. Dah dimasukkan air dalam badan dan tunggu..
selepas dari kerja aku bersiap dan terus ke hospital wif my another sis n my cousin yang baru sampai dari kk. Kira-kira jam 6.30 p.m kami sampai dan terus ke wad bersalin. Lama juga kami tunggu sehinggalah tamat masa melawat. makcikku temankan my sis di dalam bilik bersalin so kami tak risau.
Lebih kurang jam 8 p.m kami balik rumah utk makan dan berehat…chewah mcm je menunggu tu penat sgt.. Lebih kurang 8.38 p.m aku trima sms menyatakan my sis selamat melahirkan bayi lelaki…syukur puji Tuhan..
10 Julai 2007 (Selasa)
7.30 a.m harini lewat sikit masuk kerja..bersembang hingga larut malam semalam ditambah lagi cuaca hujan yg nyaman..payah nak bangun awal bila hujan pagi2 ni..sejuk oh..
12.30 noon - still at office. Tak sempat lah tgk muka anak buah aku..mm.. takpe lah nanti hujung minggu ni aku blk kg tgk anak buah pertama dalam keluarga. Tentu my daddy gembira..
7.30 a.m – sedang diulit mimpi n tgh syok peluk bantal…tit tit ti..Bunyi tepon plak..mmm..sape plak ni.
“ello?” eh! Sms plak….”kak, maity masuk hospital arini.”
alamak apasal plak adik aku masuk hospital?
“ello ika”
“ ya kak?”
“napa maity?”
“mau beranak sudah”
“eik! Bukan hujung bulan ni ka?”
“ndak tau. Dia sakit2 perut sudah tu dari semalam. Kami tunggu saja ni”
“oh bah”
10.45 a.m – “ya kak”
“ camana sudah?”
“belum lagi tu, ok2 sudah c maity tu”
“oh ya ka? Mana mama? Kamu balik kg ka arini?”
“mama ja tunggu d sini, sya balik kg”
“ok, nanti kak p tengok dorang lepas sembahyang nanti”
12.00 noon - “da”
“napa mak?”
“ndak payah lah kamu p sini. Kalu c maity beranak sja lah kamu p sini. Belum apa2 lagi dia ni. Petang ni mama balik kg, besok pagi balik lagi sini”
wah! Aku bakal jadi makcik lah.. malamnya aku tak dapat tidur memikirkan bakal anak buah yang akan lahir...lelaki ke perempuan? Aku tak kisah asalkan my sis n her baby sihat.
09 Julai 07 (Isnin)
7.15 a.m – di tempat kerja
setiap jam aku bertanyakan khabar mengenai adik aku. Menurut mak aku, my sis belum ada tanda2 sakit nak bersalin. Dah dimasukkan air dalam badan dan tunggu..
selepas dari kerja aku bersiap dan terus ke hospital wif my another sis n my cousin yang baru sampai dari kk. Kira-kira jam 6.30 p.m kami sampai dan terus ke wad bersalin. Lama juga kami tunggu sehinggalah tamat masa melawat. makcikku temankan my sis di dalam bilik bersalin so kami tak risau.
Lebih kurang jam 8 p.m kami balik rumah utk makan dan berehat…chewah mcm je menunggu tu penat sgt.. Lebih kurang 8.38 p.m aku trima sms menyatakan my sis selamat melahirkan bayi lelaki…syukur puji Tuhan..
10 Julai 2007 (Selasa)
7.30 a.m harini lewat sikit masuk kerja..bersembang hingga larut malam semalam ditambah lagi cuaca hujan yg nyaman..payah nak bangun awal bila hujan pagi2 ni..sejuk oh..
12.30 noon - still at office. Tak sempat lah tgk muka anak buah aku..mm.. takpe lah nanti hujung minggu ni aku blk kg tgk anak buah pertama dalam keluarga. Tentu my daddy gembira..
Saturday, June 16, 2007
lala karaoke
lepas balik dr kerja aku trus mandi (kena hujan). sejooknya.huhu.. dah segar skit aku baring2 sambil baca 'readers digest' terbaru.pastu gelap ku rasa..tiba-tiba bunyi siren aku dengar. cits bunyi alarm hp aku rupanya..yess, kul 7pm rupany,my fav drama dah start kat ch18.. Best oh citer ni,mengisahkan sorg awek yg menyamar jadi boy semata-mata nak bersama ngn sorg boy yg diminatinya..kalu tak silap aku pelakon ni dr group S.H.E..aku memang minta giler kat dia ni..cute tomboy getoo..hehehe..
lawak btul bila tomboy ni btul2 disangka lelaki oleh pelajar lelaki kolej tu. Pastu diminati oleh lelaki gay getoo..memang cute pun..
sedang asyik menonton sambil gelak ketawa ngn housemate aku, tiba2 je hp bunyi..ishh..kaco btul la..rupa2nya member ofis nak ajak g karaoke. so kitorang pun ok ja,lama benar tak melalak.sambil2 melepas tension.mmm..sejak dari hari khamis lagi aku rasa sgt down. sedih sgt sehingga tak tau nk luahkan. Kalu bukan dgn tugas2 ofis dan luar yg maha hebat sejak dua menjak ni. dah lama aku tunggang langgang.aku rasa buat masa ini bukan masa yg sesuai utk aku komitmen ngn someone,trutama yg jauh di mata (jauh di mata jauh di hati, i guess).
berbalik pada karaoke...mmm..best gak menyumbangkan suara yg sedia sumbang ni..ehek..
Kira-kira kul 9pm aku,hsmate dan kawannya, dan seorg ofis mate aku sampai kat karaoke lounge motel.Kira-kira 5 minit dari rumah. Walaupun dekat aku jarang g sana. rimas dan tak bebas nak melalak sbb org kenal..malu la tu..hahaha.. sampai ja, kami trus order minuman. teh tarik panas..hahaha..oleh sebab hsmate aku ni dah biasa sgt ngan pelayan kat situ, pelayan tu layan je pesanan kami.mesti terheran-heran yg lain napa lak order minuman panas kat situ..dah sejuk tmpt tu,kenalah minum air panas.rite?hehe
oleh kerana tak ramai sgt pengunjung mlm tu,so bleh lah aku tunjuk skil menyanyi yg ntah apa2 ntah. my 1st song is 'seribu impian'..aduh! tak terangkat aku not lagu ni, terpaksalah aku yg sememangnya bersuara garau sejak dua menjak ni(sakit tekak.baru baik dari serangan batuk2 ;D) merendahkan not ala2 rock getoo..habis nyanyi semua tepuk tangan. tepuk memuji ke? tepuk menghina tu?mmm..triam je lah..trimaa kaseeyy
dah syok2 layan lagu,kami didatangi oleh bbrp mamat. mula2 tu tak kenal drg ni siapa kan? tapi oleh kerana tmpt ni dalam kawasan perumahan syarikat tmpt aku kerja, jrg org luar masuk.ni mesti org luar ni. dorang duduk sebelahan meja kami.aku malas ambik tau hal org.kawan aku sorg ni,yg amatlah peramahnya memulakan perkenalannya ngn mamat2 tu.oooo..abg2 polis..mmm..tengok macam bukan polis daerah ni.tanya punya tanya (siapa tanya siapa ni?) rupa2nya abg2 polis dari unit bom dari luar daerah.Eh!Napa plak ada kat sini?ada org nak bom kilang ke? issk.. takkanlah ada pengganas kat sini?Sini punyalah aman damai..mm..oooo..rupa2nya dorg sedang memusnahkan bom2 yg dah xpired getoo..baru kutau..
jam hampir menunjukkan jam 11pm.salah sorg abg2 polis tempatan (sabahan i guess sbb bercakap dialek sabah) menawarkan kami minuman wine..weii!kena blanja minum wine you..mula2 tu segan dan takut pun ada. mana lah tau ditaruh apa2 benda dalam minuman tu. setelah berpikir tolak bahagi campur akhirnya kami trima.oooo..red wine rupanya..rasanya masam2 manis pahit..kami minum skit ja, takut mabuk..hati2 la weii.walaupun abg2 polis.
kira2 jam 12.15am kami beredar. sakit tekak lah pulak.bestnya melalak.puas dan lega rasanya. sampai kat rumah sambung tgk tv sampai kul 1.00am..Eii!lambatlah pulak mata ni nak lelap. Esok nak g kerja la.aku capai readers digest n baca sehingga lah...gelap (tido dah)
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mmmm..hari ini aku lewat bangun skit.mujur alarm hp bunyi kuat. macam malas plak nak g kerja. oleh kerana bos takde, aku buka blog ini n....
oh ya hari ni adalah hari pertunangan adik aku dgn jejaka pilihannya.semoga berkekalan hingga ke jinjang pelamin. Lepas kerja ni aku trus balik kg. Kehadiran aku dimestikan sebagai anak sulung dlm keluarga. Eeii!malunya aku..bukannya malu sbb adik melangkah bendul, aku malu dgn pertanyaan2 pasal kawen mawen ni. aku bukannya muda lagi dah 30tahun (aiyoo kenyataan brani ni). Takkan nak bgtau kat family aku ni spesis...uuuh
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
Apa ada pada nama?
mmm.. artikel ini aku dapat melalui kawan sekerjaku. Entah dari mana sumber dia dapat aku pun tak tahu. Aku suka sangat pasal 'mende2' camni lagipun, hampir2 benar menggambarkan ciri2 aku. Tak sangka melalui abjad pun boleh menilai diri seseorang tu..hehe.. Which one i am? hehe..aku dan orang yg tau full name aku je yg tau.
Does your name begin with: A
U are not particularly romantic, but you are interested in action. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure, and subtly enticing. You are an up-front person. You often don't get hints & you never pass any. Brains turn you on. You must feel that your partner is! Intellectually stimulating, otherwise you will find it difficult to sustain the relationship. You require loving, cuddling, wining, and dining to know that you're being appreciated. Your mate's physical attractiveness is important for you. You tend to be very practical & not very emotional. Your choices are very good & can only lead to trouble. You are very self satisfied & egoistic.
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Does your name begin with: B
You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very happy to receive gifts as an expression of the affection of your lover. You want to be pampered and know how to pamper your mate. You are private in your expression of endearments and particular when it comes to love. You will hold off until everything meets with your approval. You can control your appetite & feelings. You require new sensations and experiences. You are willing to experiment.
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Does your name begin with: C
You are a very social individual, and it is important to you to have a relationship. You require closeness and togetherness. You want the object of your affection to be socially acceptable and good-looking. You see your lover as a friend and companion. You are very sensual, needing someone to appreciate and almost worship you. When this cannot be achieved, you have the ability to hold out on affection until you receive this.. You are an
Expert at controlling your desires and doing without.
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Does your name begin with: D
Once you get it into your head that you want someone, you move full Steam ahead in your suit. You do not give up your quest easily. You are nurturing and caring. If someone has a problem, this turns you on. You are highly passionate, loyal, and intense in your involvement's, sometimes possessive and jealous. You are very sharp & talented often with sense of humour. When people bother to look deep inside they cannot resist what they see. You are stimulated by the eccentric and unusual, having a free and open attitude. You get jealous of other people and lose your temper.
Does your name begin with: E
Your greatest need is to talk. If your date is not a good listener, you have trouble relating. A person must be intellectually stimulating or you are not interested sexually. You need a friend for a lover and a companion. You hate disharmony and disruption, but you do enjoy a good argument once in a while-it seems to stir things up. You flirt a lot, for the challenge is more important. But once you give your heart away, you are uncompromisingly loyal. You will fall asleep with a good book. Sometimes in fact, you prefer a good book to a lover)
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Does your name begin with: F
You are idealistic and romantic, putting your lover on a pedestal. You look for the very best mate you can find. You are a flirt, yet once committed, you are very loyal. You are sensuous and privately passionate. Publicly, you can be showy, extravagant, and gallant. You are a born romantic. Dramatic love scenes are a favorite fantasy past time. You can be a very generous lover.
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Does your name begin with: G
You are fastidious, seeking perfection within yourself and your lover. You respond to a lover who is your intellectual equal or superior, and one who can enhance your status. You are sensuous and know how to reach the peak of stimulation, because you work at it meticulously. You can be extremely active-never tiring out. Your duties and responsibilities take precedence over everything else. You may have difficulty getting emotionally close to people.
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Does your name begin with: H
You seek a mate who can enhance your zest for life, fun & everything you seek for. You will be very generous to your lover once you have Attained a commitment. You are very affectionate & very strong. Your gifts are actually an investment in your partner. Before the commitment, though, you tend to be very careful with your every move and equally cautious in your involvement's often as you believe that you have to look out for yourself. You are a sensual and patient lover. You will hold off till everything meets your full approval. You are a perfectionist, hard to satisfy and strong in your beliefs. Not influential, you always stand your ground. People can always count on you to stand by them in a crisis. You are a dreamer with/ a passion for life.
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Does your name begin with: I
You have a great need to be loved, appreciated... even worshiped. You enjoy luxury, sensuality, and pleasures of the flesh. You like necking spend hours just touching feeling & exploring. You look for lovers who know what they are doing. You are not interested in an amateur, unless that amateur wants a tutor. You are fussy and exacting about having your desires satisfied. You are willing to experiment and try new modes of expression. You bore easily and thus require adventure and change. Your commitments don't last very long & you often tend to stray. Loyalty is not one of your strong points. You are more sensual than sexual, but you are sometimes downright lustful.
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Does your name begin with: J
You are blessed with a great deal of physical energy. When used for a good cause there is nothing to stop you, except maybe that they aren't always used for the good. (you could dance all night.) You respond to the thrill of the chase and the challenge of the mating game. You can carry on great romances in your head. At heart you are a roamer and need to set out on your own every so often. You will carry on long- distance relationships with ease. You are idealistic and need to believe in love. You have a need to be nurtured deep within.
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Does your name begin with: K
You are secretive, self-contained, and shy. You are very sexy, sensual, and passionate, but you do not let on to this. Only in intimate privacy will this part of your nature reveal itself. When it gets down to the nitty-gritty, you are an expert. You know all the little tricks of the trade, can play any role or any game, and take your love life very seriously. You don't fool around. You have the patience to wait for the right person to come along. You are very generous & giving, often selfless. You are kind-natured & sweet, which is found to be attractive by many. You are a good friend.
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Does your name begin with: L
You can be very romantic, attached to the glamour of love. Having a partner is of paramount importance to you. You are free in your expression of love and are willing to take chances, try new sexual experiences and partners, provided it's all in good taste. Brains turn you on. You must feel that your partner is intellectually stimulating otherwise you will find it difficult to sustain the relationship. "You require loving, cuddling, wining, and dining to know that you're being appreciated ".
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Does your name begin with: M
You may appear innocent, unassuming and shy; but we know that Appearances can lie. When it comes to sex, you are no novice but something of a skilled technician. You can easily go to extremes, though, running the gamut from insatiability to boredom with the whole idea of love. You can be highly critical of you mate, seeking perfection in both of you. It is not easy to find someone who can meet your standards. You have difficulty expressing emotions and drawing close to lovers. You are often selfish, thinking you are always right no matter what. You never give in. Winning is your prime desire- at any cost. You often forget friends and family and you live for the moment.
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Does your name begin with: N
You are emotional and intense. When involved in a relationship, you throw your entire being into it. Nothing stops you; there are no holds barred. You are all-consuming and crave someone who is equally passionate and intense. You believe in total freedom. You are willing to try anything and everything. Your supply of energy is inexhaustible. You want to be pampered and know how to pamper your mate. You also enjoy mothering your mate. You often have the greatest love affairs all by yourself, in your head. You are very imaginative.
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Does your name begin with: O
You are very interested in fun activities yet secretive and shy about your desires. You can re-channel much of your energy into making money and/or seeking us. You can easily have extended periods of celibacy. You are a passionate, compassionate lover, requiring the same qualities from your mate. Love is serious business; thus you demand intensity, diversity and is willing to try anything or anyone. Sometimes your passions turn to possessiveness, which must be kept in check.
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Does your name begin with: P
You are very conscious of social proprieties. You wouldn't think of doing anything that might harm your image or Reputation. Appearances count. Therefore, you require a good-looking partner. You also require an intelligent partner. Oddly enough, you may view your partner as your enemy...a good fight stimulates those vibes. You are relatively free of hang- ups. You are willing to experiment and try new ways of doing things. You are very social and sensual; you enjoy flirting and need a good deal of physical gratification.
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Does your name begin with: Q
You require constant activity and stimulation. You have tremendous physical energy. It is not easy for a partner to keep up with you. You are an enthusiastic lover and tend to be attracted to people because of their ethnic groups. You need romance, hearts and flowers, and conversation to turn you on and keep you going.
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Does your name begin with: R
You are a no-nonsense, action-oriented individual. You need someone who can keep pace with you and who is your intellectual equal-the smarter the better. You are turned on more quickly by a great mind than by a great body. However, physical attractiveness is not very important to you. You have to be proved to be worthy for a partner. You have a need to prove yourself the best. You want feedback on your performance. You are open, stimulating & romantic.
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Does your name begin with: S
For you, it is pleasure before business. You can be romantically idealistic to a fault and is capable of much sensuality. But you never loose control of your emotions. Once you make the commitment you stick like glue. You could get jealous and possessive. You tend to be very selfish often regarding yourself as the only human being on the planet.. You like being the centre of attention. You are very caring sensitive, private & sometimes very passive. Turned on by soft lights, romantic thoughts. When it gets down to the nitty-gritty, you are an expert. You know all the little tricks of the trade, can play any role, or any game, and take your love life very seriously. You don't fool around. You have the patience to wait for the right person to come along. You are very generous & giving, often selfless. You are kind natured & sweet which is found to be attractive by many. You are a good friend.
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Does your name begin with: T
You are very sensitive, private & sometimes very passive. You like someone who takes the lead. You get turned on by music, soft lights & romantic thoughts. You fantasize & tend to fall in & out of love soon. When in love you are romantic, idealistic, mushy & extremely. You enjoy having your senses & your feelings stimulated, titillated & teased. You are a great flirt. You can make your relationships fit your dreams, all in your own head. Once you put your mind to something you manage to stand by it and see your dreams through. You aren't very good at expressing your feelings. You like things your own way. You do not like change, you like to hold on to things. This may not always be good because if given an opportunity things may develop into great things. You work your way to the top. Attention must be given to what others say because even though you don't want to hear it their advice may turn out to save your life. !
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Does your name begin with: U
You are enthusiastic & at your happiest when in love. When not in love
you're in love with love and always looking for someone to adore. You see
romance as challenge. You are a roamer & needs adventure, excitement
freedom. You enjoy giving gifts & looking good. You are willing to put
others feelings above yours.
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Does your name begin with: V
You are individualistic & you need freedom, space & excitement. You wait till you know someone well before committing yourself. Knowing someone means psyching her/him out. You feel a need to get into his/her head to see what makes him tick. You are attracted to eccentric types. You believe that age is no barrier. You are good at responding to danger, fear & suspense.
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Does your name begin with: W
You are very proud, determined & refuses to take no for an answer when it come to love. Your ego is at stake all the time. You are romantic, idealistic, often in love with love itself, not seeing your partner for who she or he really is. You feel deeply about love & tends to throw all of your self into a relationship. Nothing is too good for your lover. You like playing love games.
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Does your name begin with: X
You need constant stimulation because you get bored quickly. You can handle more than 1 relationship at a time with ease. You can't shut off your mind. You can do 2 things at once. You are very talented.
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Does your name begin with: Y
You are sensual & very independent. If you can't have it your way, you will forget the whole thing. You want to control your relationship which doesn’t work out too well. You respond to physical stimulation. However if you can make money you will give up the pleasures of the flesh for the moment. You have a need to prove yourself the best. You want feedback on your performance. You are open, stimulating & romantic.
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Does your name begin with: Z
You are very romantic but show feels that to love means to suffer. You wind up serving your mate & attracting people who have unusual trouble. You see yourself as a lover's saviour.
Does your name begin with: A
U are not particularly romantic, but you are interested in action. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure, and subtly enticing. You are an up-front person. You often don't get hints & you never pass any. Brains turn you on. You must feel that your partner is! Intellectually stimulating, otherwise you will find it difficult to sustain the relationship. You require loving, cuddling, wining, and dining to know that you're being appreciated. Your mate's physical attractiveness is important for you. You tend to be very practical & not very emotional. Your choices are very good & can only lead to trouble. You are very self satisfied & egoistic.
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Does your name begin with: B
You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very happy to receive gifts as an expression of the affection of your lover. You want to be pampered and know how to pamper your mate. You are private in your expression of endearments and particular when it comes to love. You will hold off until everything meets with your approval. You can control your appetite & feelings. You require new sensations and experiences. You are willing to experiment.
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Does your name begin with: C
You are a very social individual, and it is important to you to have a relationship. You require closeness and togetherness. You want the object of your affection to be socially acceptable and good-looking. You see your lover as a friend and companion. You are very sensual, needing someone to appreciate and almost worship you. When this cannot be achieved, you have the ability to hold out on affection until you receive this.. You are an
Expert at controlling your desires and doing without.
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Does your name begin with: D
Once you get it into your head that you want someone, you move full Steam ahead in your suit. You do not give up your quest easily. You are nurturing and caring. If someone has a problem, this turns you on. You are highly passionate, loyal, and intense in your involvement's, sometimes possessive and jealous. You are very sharp & talented often with sense of humour. When people bother to look deep inside they cannot resist what they see. You are stimulated by the eccentric and unusual, having a free and open attitude. You get jealous of other people and lose your temper.
Does your name begin with: E
Your greatest need is to talk. If your date is not a good listener, you have trouble relating. A person must be intellectually stimulating or you are not interested sexually. You need a friend for a lover and a companion. You hate disharmony and disruption, but you do enjoy a good argument once in a while-it seems to stir things up. You flirt a lot, for the challenge is more important. But once you give your heart away, you are uncompromisingly loyal. You will fall asleep with a good book. Sometimes in fact, you prefer a good book to a lover)
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Does your name begin with: F
You are idealistic and romantic, putting your lover on a pedestal. You look for the very best mate you can find. You are a flirt, yet once committed, you are very loyal. You are sensuous and privately passionate. Publicly, you can be showy, extravagant, and gallant. You are a born romantic. Dramatic love scenes are a favorite fantasy past time. You can be a very generous lover.
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Does your name begin with: G
You are fastidious, seeking perfection within yourself and your lover. You respond to a lover who is your intellectual equal or superior, and one who can enhance your status. You are sensuous and know how to reach the peak of stimulation, because you work at it meticulously. You can be extremely active-never tiring out. Your duties and responsibilities take precedence over everything else. You may have difficulty getting emotionally close to people.
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Does your name begin with: H
You seek a mate who can enhance your zest for life, fun & everything you seek for. You will be very generous to your lover once you have Attained a commitment. You are very affectionate & very strong. Your gifts are actually an investment in your partner. Before the commitment, though, you tend to be very careful with your every move and equally cautious in your involvement's often as you believe that you have to look out for yourself. You are a sensual and patient lover. You will hold off till everything meets your full approval. You are a perfectionist, hard to satisfy and strong in your beliefs. Not influential, you always stand your ground. People can always count on you to stand by them in a crisis. You are a dreamer with/ a passion for life.
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Does your name begin with: I
You have a great need to be loved, appreciated... even worshiped. You enjoy luxury, sensuality, and pleasures of the flesh. You like necking spend hours just touching feeling & exploring. You look for lovers who know what they are doing. You are not interested in an amateur, unless that amateur wants a tutor. You are fussy and exacting about having your desires satisfied. You are willing to experiment and try new modes of expression. You bore easily and thus require adventure and change. Your commitments don't last very long & you often tend to stray. Loyalty is not one of your strong points. You are more sensual than sexual, but you are sometimes downright lustful.
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Does your name begin with: J
You are blessed with a great deal of physical energy. When used for a good cause there is nothing to stop you, except maybe that they aren't always used for the good. (you could dance all night.) You respond to the thrill of the chase and the challenge of the mating game. You can carry on great romances in your head. At heart you are a roamer and need to set out on your own every so often. You will carry on long- distance relationships with ease. You are idealistic and need to believe in love. You have a need to be nurtured deep within.
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Does your name begin with: K
You are secretive, self-contained, and shy. You are very sexy, sensual, and passionate, but you do not let on to this. Only in intimate privacy will this part of your nature reveal itself. When it gets down to the nitty-gritty, you are an expert. You know all the little tricks of the trade, can play any role or any game, and take your love life very seriously. You don't fool around. You have the patience to wait for the right person to come along. You are very generous & giving, often selfless. You are kind-natured & sweet, which is found to be attractive by many. You are a good friend.
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Does your name begin with: L
You can be very romantic, attached to the glamour of love. Having a partner is of paramount importance to you. You are free in your expression of love and are willing to take chances, try new sexual experiences and partners, provided it's all in good taste. Brains turn you on. You must feel that your partner is intellectually stimulating otherwise you will find it difficult to sustain the relationship. "You require loving, cuddling, wining, and dining to know that you're being appreciated ".
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Does your name begin with: M
You may appear innocent, unassuming and shy; but we know that Appearances can lie. When it comes to sex, you are no novice but something of a skilled technician. You can easily go to extremes, though, running the gamut from insatiability to boredom with the whole idea of love. You can be highly critical of you mate, seeking perfection in both of you. It is not easy to find someone who can meet your standards. You have difficulty expressing emotions and drawing close to lovers. You are often selfish, thinking you are always right no matter what. You never give in. Winning is your prime desire- at any cost. You often forget friends and family and you live for the moment.
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Does your name begin with: N
You are emotional and intense. When involved in a relationship, you throw your entire being into it. Nothing stops you; there are no holds barred. You are all-consuming and crave someone who is equally passionate and intense. You believe in total freedom. You are willing to try anything and everything. Your supply of energy is inexhaustible. You want to be pampered and know how to pamper your mate. You also enjoy mothering your mate. You often have the greatest love affairs all by yourself, in your head. You are very imaginative.
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Does your name begin with: O
You are very interested in fun activities yet secretive and shy about your desires. You can re-channel much of your energy into making money and/or seeking us. You can easily have extended periods of celibacy. You are a passionate, compassionate lover, requiring the same qualities from your mate. Love is serious business; thus you demand intensity, diversity and is willing to try anything or anyone. Sometimes your passions turn to possessiveness, which must be kept in check.
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Does your name begin with: P
You are very conscious of social proprieties. You wouldn't think of doing anything that might harm your image or Reputation. Appearances count. Therefore, you require a good-looking partner. You also require an intelligent partner. Oddly enough, you may view your partner as your enemy...a good fight stimulates those vibes. You are relatively free of hang- ups. You are willing to experiment and try new ways of doing things. You are very social and sensual; you enjoy flirting and need a good deal of physical gratification.
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Does your name begin with: Q
You require constant activity and stimulation. You have tremendous physical energy. It is not easy for a partner to keep up with you. You are an enthusiastic lover and tend to be attracted to people because of their ethnic groups. You need romance, hearts and flowers, and conversation to turn you on and keep you going.
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Does your name begin with: R
You are a no-nonsense, action-oriented individual. You need someone who can keep pace with you and who is your intellectual equal-the smarter the better. You are turned on more quickly by a great mind than by a great body. However, physical attractiveness is not very important to you. You have to be proved to be worthy for a partner. You have a need to prove yourself the best. You want feedback on your performance. You are open, stimulating & romantic.
---------------------------------
Does your name begin with: S
For you, it is pleasure before business. You can be romantically idealistic to a fault and is capable of much sensuality. But you never loose control of your emotions. Once you make the commitment you stick like glue. You could get jealous and possessive. You tend to be very selfish often regarding yourself as the only human being on the planet.. You like being the centre of attention. You are very caring sensitive, private & sometimes very passive. Turned on by soft lights, romantic thoughts. When it gets down to the nitty-gritty, you are an expert. You know all the little tricks of the trade, can play any role, or any game, and take your love life very seriously. You don't fool around. You have the patience to wait for the right person to come along. You are very generous & giving, often selfless. You are kind natured & sweet which is found to be attractive by many. You are a good friend.
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Does your name begin with: T
You are very sensitive, private & sometimes very passive. You like someone who takes the lead. You get turned on by music, soft lights & romantic thoughts. You fantasize & tend to fall in & out of love soon. When in love you are romantic, idealistic, mushy & extremely. You enjoy having your senses & your feelings stimulated, titillated & teased. You are a great flirt. You can make your relationships fit your dreams, all in your own head. Once you put your mind to something you manage to stand by it and see your dreams through. You aren't very good at expressing your feelings. You like things your own way. You do not like change, you like to hold on to things. This may not always be good because if given an opportunity things may develop into great things. You work your way to the top. Attention must be given to what others say because even though you don't want to hear it their advice may turn out to save your life. !
---------------------------------
Does your name begin with: U
You are enthusiastic & at your happiest when in love. When not in love
you're in love with love and always looking for someone to adore. You see
romance as challenge. You are a roamer & needs adventure, excitement
freedom. You enjoy giving gifts & looking good. You are willing to put
others feelings above yours.
---------------------------------
Does your name begin with: V
You are individualistic & you need freedom, space & excitement. You wait till you know someone well before committing yourself. Knowing someone means psyching her/him out. You feel a need to get into his/her head to see what makes him tick. You are attracted to eccentric types. You believe that age is no barrier. You are good at responding to danger, fear & suspense.
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Does your name begin with: W
You are very proud, determined & refuses to take no for an answer when it come to love. Your ego is at stake all the time. You are romantic, idealistic, often in love with love itself, not seeing your partner for who she or he really is. You feel deeply about love & tends to throw all of your self into a relationship. Nothing is too good for your lover. You like playing love games.
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Does your name begin with: X
You need constant stimulation because you get bored quickly. You can handle more than 1 relationship at a time with ease. You can't shut off your mind. You can do 2 things at once. You are very talented.
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Does your name begin with: Y
You are sensual & very independent. If you can't have it your way, you will forget the whole thing. You want to control your relationship which doesn’t work out too well. You respond to physical stimulation. However if you can make money you will give up the pleasures of the flesh for the moment. You have a need to prove yourself the best. You want feedback on your performance. You are open, stimulating & romantic.
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Does your name begin with: Z
You are very romantic but show feels that to love means to suffer. You wind up serving your mate & attracting people who have unusual trouble. You see yourself as a lover's saviour.
Father's Day
All 'bout my dad...
his my idol
sumber inspirasiku juga kekuatanku menempuh liku2 hidup. Juga sangat memahami aku. Keperwiraannya buatku kagum dan menjadi peganganku saat aku mengalami kekecewaan dan kegagalan. Dalam diamnya bukan bererti tak mengambil berat tapi aku tau dia seorang ayah yang penuh tanggungjawab, penyayang, sabar dan berkepimpinan.
aku anak kesayangannya, namun tak pernah berat sebelah membagi perhatian kepada semua adik2 ku. Darinya ku tau erti pengorbanan untuk sebuah keluarga, erti melepaskan keinginan sendiri demi kebahagiaan dan keperluan keluarga.
walaupun kini, ayah tak berdaya..namun, segala jerih payahmu selama ini tak kan sia-sia. Ku sedar segala tanggungjawab keluarga kini terletak di bahuku selain ibu. namun, aku tak sebegitu kuat untuk menggalas tanggungjawab itu tanpa bantuanmu, nasihatmu dan pendapatmu selain ibu.
maafkan segala kesalahanku selama ini pernah menyakiti hatimu. ketahuilah bahawa anakmu ini selalu mendoakan kesihatanmu agar cepat sembuh.
I miss u so much daddy.
Happy Father's Day
his my idol
sumber inspirasiku juga kekuatanku menempuh liku2 hidup. Juga sangat memahami aku. Keperwiraannya buatku kagum dan menjadi peganganku saat aku mengalami kekecewaan dan kegagalan. Dalam diamnya bukan bererti tak mengambil berat tapi aku tau dia seorang ayah yang penuh tanggungjawab, penyayang, sabar dan berkepimpinan.
aku anak kesayangannya, namun tak pernah berat sebelah membagi perhatian kepada semua adik2 ku. Darinya ku tau erti pengorbanan untuk sebuah keluarga, erti melepaskan keinginan sendiri demi kebahagiaan dan keperluan keluarga.
walaupun kini, ayah tak berdaya..namun, segala jerih payahmu selama ini tak kan sia-sia. Ku sedar segala tanggungjawab keluarga kini terletak di bahuku selain ibu. namun, aku tak sebegitu kuat untuk menggalas tanggungjawab itu tanpa bantuanmu, nasihatmu dan pendapatmu selain ibu.
maafkan segala kesalahanku selama ini pernah menyakiti hatimu. ketahuilah bahawa anakmu ini selalu mendoakan kesihatanmu agar cepat sembuh.
I miss u so much daddy.
Happy Father's Day
rindu?
fuh! lega bila semua kerja urgent siap harini.
mm..i miss someone..terlalu rindu sehingga terbawa-bawa mimpi. susah benar meluahkan perasaan rindu ini padanya. apa dibuatnya skrg? ok ke tak? marah ka dia padaku? ntahlah..aku jadi serba salah jadinya. sms ku pun tak dibalas. Dunno wats goin' on..
aarrgh!sakit benar menanggung rindu ini. OG..ahh!kesepian hati ini begitu menyeksakan..biarkan lah. aku sudah biasa dgn perasaan ini. entah sampai bila aku pun tak tahu..
mm..i miss someone..terlalu rindu sehingga terbawa-bawa mimpi. susah benar meluahkan perasaan rindu ini padanya. apa dibuatnya skrg? ok ke tak? marah ka dia padaku? ntahlah..aku jadi serba salah jadinya. sms ku pun tak dibalas. Dunno wats goin' on..
aarrgh!sakit benar menanggung rindu ini. OG..ahh!kesepian hati ini begitu menyeksakan..biarkan lah. aku sudah biasa dgn perasaan ini. entah sampai bila aku pun tak tahu..
Friday, June 1, 2007
Hari ini
Mmmhh…lama benar rasanya tak menjenguk blog kesayanganku ini. Entah tak tau nak tulis apa. Sesekali aku rindu untuk mencatat sesuatu tapi bila sudah membuka blog ini, aku jadi blur tak tau apa yg harus ku coretkan..Hari ini aku rasa terpanggil untuk mencatat sesuatu.
Terfikir aku pada insan yang pernah mengisi hati ini. Sesekali perasaan rindu menjelma tanpa diundang. Sejak akhir2 ini kami kerap berhubung sms. Walaupun aku jarang membalas smsnya kerana kredit tak berapa mengizinkan, dia sering mengirim sms mahupun mms. Minggu lalu aku cuba memberanikan diri menelefonnya. Tak sangka dia masih mesra seperti dulu dan masih memanggil aku dgn panggilan mesra kami dulu. Aku terkedu seketika, tapi mungkin itu gurauan ataupun usikannya saja. Almaklumlah dia tu peramah dan manja orangnya. Bila dah sembang2 sekejap dengannya, aku sedar perasaan lama itu sudah hilang. Yep, hilang ditelan waktu. Aku lebih suka dan selesa hubungan kami sebagai kawan.
Hari ini aku rasa sunyi sekali..kosong…tak tau kenapa. Tapi yang pasti aku masih bernafas lagi..hehehe..
Terfikir aku pada insan yang pernah mengisi hati ini. Sesekali perasaan rindu menjelma tanpa diundang. Sejak akhir2 ini kami kerap berhubung sms. Walaupun aku jarang membalas smsnya kerana kredit tak berapa mengizinkan, dia sering mengirim sms mahupun mms. Minggu lalu aku cuba memberanikan diri menelefonnya. Tak sangka dia masih mesra seperti dulu dan masih memanggil aku dgn panggilan mesra kami dulu. Aku terkedu seketika, tapi mungkin itu gurauan ataupun usikannya saja. Almaklumlah dia tu peramah dan manja orangnya. Bila dah sembang2 sekejap dengannya, aku sedar perasaan lama itu sudah hilang. Yep, hilang ditelan waktu. Aku lebih suka dan selesa hubungan kami sebagai kawan.
Hari ini aku rasa sunyi sekali..kosong…tak tau kenapa. Tapi yang pasti aku masih bernafas lagi..hehehe..
Sunday, May 6, 2007
Selamat Hari Ibu
Ibu yang kusayang
Terima kasih segala yang kau berikan
Terima kasih atas kasih sayangmu
Didikanmu penuh pengertian
Tanpamu aku tiada di muka bumi ini
Ketahuilah ibu
Aku sangat menyayangimu
Setiap nafasku, setiap langkahku
Berpandukan nasihatmu
walaupun aku pernah jatuh
namun ibulah sumber kekuatanku
Tika ini ibulah sumber inspirasiku
Ibu betapa ku kagumimu
mengenderai keluarga setelah ayah tak berdaya
Namun ku tahu, dalam hatimu penuh derita
perit getirmu tak pernah ibu luahkan
namun matamu tak pernah bohong
Ibu maafkan anakmu yang satu ini
Andai pernah menyakitimu
Andai pernah melalaikanmu
Andai kenalakalanku melukakanmu
Hanya doa dan permohonan kepada
Yang Maha Esa menaungi dan menjagamu
Sekalung ucapan dari anakmu ini
TERIMA KASIH KERANA MELAHIRKAN AKU
Apa pun ia..
Aku Yang Sibuk
hari ni sepatutnya aku g service..tapi oleh kerana kerja 'urgent' yang perlu di hantar hari ni aku terpaksa mengorbankan masa hujung minggu dengan menghadap komputer. Next week ada function yang dianjurkan oleh kelompok wanita tempat aku kerja ni untuk menyambut Hari Ibu peringkat daerah. AJK dalam komuniti semuanya bergelar puan kecuali aku. selali je pengerusi tersasul panggil aku puan..huhu..tak rela i.
minggu ni jadual aku sangat ketat. Kerja pejabat dan kerja sosial lain lagi, lepastu persiapan menyambut Pesta Menuai (Kaamatan) peringkat daerah dalam minggu ni..ke hulu ke hilir, lepas satu nak diurus satu lagi..fuh! macam nak buat klon diri sendiri plak..hehe..
minggu ni jadual aku sangat ketat. Kerja pejabat dan kerja sosial lain lagi, lepastu persiapan menyambut Pesta Menuai (Kaamatan) peringkat daerah dalam minggu ni..ke hulu ke hilir, lepas satu nak diurus satu lagi..fuh! macam nak buat klon diri sendiri plak..hehe..
Wednesday, May 2, 2007
Pertama kali
Hari ini buat julung kalinya kau create blog ku sendiri dengan nama baru. Tapi berlainan web la. Entah yang keberapa dah blog ni aku pun tak ingat. Aku sengaja create yang satu ini sempena hidup baru dan tahun 2007 ini. Best gak ada blog seniri ni. Boleh luahkan macam2 idea, perasaan dan sebagainya..hehe
Hari ini aku terasa kosong bagai air kosong dalam gelas. Tawar, sepi, dingin ku rasa perasaan ini. Semalam buat pertama kalinya dalam tahun ini aku mengalirkan air mata sedih bila 'dia' meluahkan segala isihatinya padaku. Aku tau aku hanya insan yang lemah. Aku pasrah dengan kehendaknya jika ingin lepaskan aku. Seksa benar rasanya bila berada dalam kekalutan. Terpaksa membagi perasaan yang sememangnya berat. Ingin aku mengundur diri tapi hati dan perasaan ini sudah begitu dalam menyayanginya. Mungkin kerana jarak membataskan hubungan ini. OmG rindu benar aku ingin berada di sisinya, memujuknya, mententeramkan jiwanya dan memeluknya agar dapt melenyapkan segala kekalutan yang bernaung di fikirannya. Hanya doa kupanjatkan untuk kesejahteraannya.
Aku rasa bersalah padanya..Maafkan aku sayangku...
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Hari ini aku nak prepare teks ucapan untuk adik aku..hehe.. Hari Jumaat ni 3 keluarga besar berkumpul bersama-sama untuk menyambut harijadi pada bulan Mei. Kira-kira 8 orang yang menyambut serentak termasuk my dad n my sister. Aku dah ready awal2 lagi sebagai mc masa tu..huhu..kali terakhir aku jadi mc kira-kira 2 tahun lepas. Takut gugup plak nanti..ahaha
Apapun yang penting aku dapat menikmati hidupku dengan sabar dan cekal.
Hari ini aku terasa kosong bagai air kosong dalam gelas. Tawar, sepi, dingin ku rasa perasaan ini. Semalam buat pertama kalinya dalam tahun ini aku mengalirkan air mata sedih bila 'dia' meluahkan segala isihatinya padaku. Aku tau aku hanya insan yang lemah. Aku pasrah dengan kehendaknya jika ingin lepaskan aku. Seksa benar rasanya bila berada dalam kekalutan. Terpaksa membagi perasaan yang sememangnya berat. Ingin aku mengundur diri tapi hati dan perasaan ini sudah begitu dalam menyayanginya. Mungkin kerana jarak membataskan hubungan ini. OmG rindu benar aku ingin berada di sisinya, memujuknya, mententeramkan jiwanya dan memeluknya agar dapt melenyapkan segala kekalutan yang bernaung di fikirannya. Hanya doa kupanjatkan untuk kesejahteraannya.
Aku rasa bersalah padanya..Maafkan aku sayangku...
............................
Hari ini aku nak prepare teks ucapan untuk adik aku..hehe.. Hari Jumaat ni 3 keluarga besar berkumpul bersama-sama untuk menyambut harijadi pada bulan Mei. Kira-kira 8 orang yang menyambut serentak termasuk my dad n my sister. Aku dah ready awal2 lagi sebagai mc masa tu..huhu..kali terakhir aku jadi mc kira-kira 2 tahun lepas. Takut gugup plak nanti..ahaha
Apapun yang penting aku dapat menikmati hidupku dengan sabar dan cekal.
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